I really just dont understand how much of a horrible human being you are … How can I love you? how can I let you make me feel so shitty? When all I’ve done is LOVE you. I spent all this TIME, EACH& EVERYDAY of MY LIFE ..for you to leave me? like allllllllllllllllllllllll my love, work, energy wasn’t good enough? I know it is MORE THAN GOOD ENOUGH. SO why are you so egocentric? selfish? arrogant? blind? I wish I knew the answers.
This pain is so unbearable I feel so damn worthless, I feel so drained, I feel like I gave it my ALL to end up with nothing. END UP unhappy? My plan for a happy ending turned into a nightmare, a nightmare so dark where I thought I could finally escape from. Now I’m back to the starting line where I have to run as fast as I can …tired, crying, in pain.
I JUST WANT THIS NIGHTMARE TO END.
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